If my love were for you a symphony
It would float out of the windows to you
To where you are struggling with your chores
It would make your step lighter and your day brighter
It would bless everything you do
You would find new strength to face your problems
And you would be somehow okay no matter what comes
When faced with an impossible problem
It would give you the Grace to endure it as long as necessary
What God would scare the little birds
That nest along the rooftop
It breaks my heart but even still
I find I am willing to die for you
When Autumn comes you and I may not be here
But I will never live without you
Like fairies the frost will chill our bones
And we will sleep the sleep of death
These problems were not greater than eternity
These conundrums were not able to blot out heaven
I will sit by the road not begging, but sad
And wait for my end to come
You and I have seen the world in our hearts
We have flown on the wings of the doves
When I choose to be a flailing lunatic
It will be because I love you
I do not fear the possibility of death
My life is well near finished
This raven hair will limply lay for the judgement day
I shant need it to grow any longer
Too cruel the world with me has been
Too long our struggle
May the end come fast and brutal
And may our end come in winter
So that I can freeze to death in your arms
In Jesus' Name,
Amen